Q&A

First of all a disclaimer this is the second time I’m writing this as my laptop decided to shut down , also I had to use trusted Pinterest for questions but hope you enjoy :

  1. Sunrise or sunset – Sunset it reminds me of playing outside in the summer as a child
  2. Are you mentally ill – Yes I have psychosis and take medication on the plus side I get a free bus pass.
  3. Are you physically ill – No I hope it stays that way
  4. What is the most expensive thing you’ve bought – Either this laptop that I’m writing this on , or my washing machine.
  5. Do you have a Job – No and Ive been looking for one for years.
  6. Are you in school – No im 20
  7. Are you a dropout – Yes I dropped out of school age 16 and im not proud of it.
  8. Introvert or extrovert – Introvert I have really low self esteem , but I feel like I’ve become more confident as I’ve aged.
  9. What do you think when you look at your body – You need to go easy on the Dominoes.
  10. A song you feel deeply about – Currently its walking on cars don’t mind me
  11. Time in your life you’ve felt most alive – Probably going on holiday as a child.
  12. Are you confident wearing a bikini – No
  13. Can you look people in the eye when talking – No I hate eye contact again it was worse when I was younger.
  14. Has anything terrible happened to you – Yes but would rather not go into it.
  15. Favourite part of your personality – I think I’m quiet a patient person.
  16. Least favourite part of your personality – I can be lazy like the state of my room is a joke. Honestly its not good.
  17. Favourite quote – My blogs quote
  18. Do I have friendships with all genders – Not really
  19. Do you have a good relationship with your mum and dad – I have a difficult relationship with my parents , because I cant drive and I’m mentally ill im quite co-dependent on them.
  20. Do I have a good relationship with your siblings – Yeah we’re not that close but yeah I get on with him.
  21. Have you had a near death experience – yes when I was 11 I fell off a very high tree swing.
  22. Do you know anyone who has tried to take their own life – No but I think it’s a very personal thing and you don’t know what goes on behind closed doors so to speak.
  23. Have you ever tried to take your own life – kind of
  24. Do you follow any conspiracies – No
  25. Do you respect your government, and the way things are done – No does anybody?
  26. Are your friendships healthy – Yeah?  
  27. Do you believe in the Illuminati – Yeah defo They followed me on facebook. Lol.
  28. How can people tell your nervous – Its really gross but I pick the skin on my lips , I know gross.
  29. Do you express your true feelings – No not really
  30. Regrets in your life – dropping out , not taking medication sooner , going into hospital so many times.
  31. Achievements in your life – This blog !!
  32. Is there something you’ve never told anyone – Yes

About Me

Questions About Me

  1. My first love was my dad still is despite everything.
  2. My parents are lovely people , I see myself reflected in them all the time especially my mum. She tries her best to take care of me even as an adult. They don’t get the respect they deserve because none of my family are very highly educated. Despite this my mum has a qualification in secretary studies and worked in Glasgow when she was young before then going into caring. My dads first job was in a butcher which he hated so he left and studied joinery at college. He worked for the council for years and I think we could have been better off if he’d just stuck with the council. My mum started taking serious epileptic fits after giving birth to my brother where she screams and curses and I think it might of traumatized me as a child a bit.
  3. What I ate today: I had toast and Jam with tea for breakfast, shit for lunch, and pizza and chips for tea.
  4. Love: I think love is different from infatuation, I think with infatuation you imagine a perfect life or perfect sex. Where as love is more of a friendship thing, but I doits nice to have a bit of dominance in the bedroom I suppose. Probs a perv for saying that.
  5. My best friend: My best friend is crazy so much so she once jumped on the train tracks and wasn’t even drunk.
  6. A favorite moment would have to be just before the shit happened me when I was 17 and a few of my friends were just out on a cool summers evening, I never used to leave the house so it was special just to watch the sea at night. Definitely would want to live near the coast.
  7. My believes: I used to believe heavily in Marxism so much I gave myself brain damage and would never support it for that reason recently I have kind of been following Christianity.
  8. What I’m wearing: leggings and a t-shirt from Primark.
  9. My Dream is to achieve higher education and become a librarian or support teacher.
  10. My siblings I have one older brother.
  11. My favourite food. Takeaway pizza or Christmas dinner.